P. Blackk - Blackk Friday lyrics

[Intro] Uh, mm Blackk Friday Word..? Word [Verse 1] I used to give a f** Now I give a f** less I know d**h I ain't never met success I know pain, mishaps, and upsets Small group of friends A big one's too much stress I grew up having a mind of my own So me doing what you think is unlikely Most of the time I prefer to be alone So don't compare me, there ain't none like me None So don't waste your time And your breath Tryna find who I'm like cause I'm the best I don't care for co-sign I hold it all in then leave my whole mind And I go in, the whole time I'm all in it All of this is fate Never been fake And all of this is great Come find me Blackk, I'm going out of my mind, don't mind me [Verse 2] Uh, sometimes I feel like, dying Sometimes I feel like, is this real life? And why am I even, trying? Am I living or am I frying? My mind is why I don't really speak Cause outside of my music, I would probably be a freak I would be unaccepted Yeah, now I'm that n***a you shouldn't mess with Now I'm that n***a that you should hit up Asking about a feature and see how much it hit for Sleep on me, see how much I get done Fell down, see how much I get up I'm a survivor, been that, been Blackk Since I opened my eyelids way back as an infant Huh, can I get a witness? Nah n***a, mind yo business Constant contradiction [Verse 3] Uh, all I see is momma's dying, babies crying MTV desensitizes, losing my faith in Zion Nobody to confide in Osama's d**h is the only thing that unifies us Gas prices rising, government always lying The truth keeps on hiding The noose is one-sided My peers' close minded My fears know where I am Everyone swears that they're a star Then lose sight of what they're here for Everybody's frying But we all fighting I just keep on writing Yeah, I'm young but my mind old What your beliefs in? And are you willing to die for them? I am Man, the world is an eyesore And the world got my soul, dying But I never lose, I'm all triumph If I had things my way The world would be a better place And every day would be a Blackk Friday