Oxycaution - Tar lyrics

[Verse 1: KRISISDEAD] Prince Pikante still stay simping Lost and broke from all these women Pray for nothing I stay sinning This is life, ain't f**ing wit it I just f**ing lost my spirit Bloodstains all across the linen It was fate, it all was written Pull the trigger it'll only take a minute Time to wack my f**ing veins Tired of all this f**ing pain All you f**ing hoes are causing me I just wanna f**ing sleep Lost my heart and lost respect Only love is the sh** I inject Like tar and glue and concrete too Forgot I'm dead What's it to you? Swerve off a bridge and locked the doors At least I got you on all fours Smoke a f**ing bowl of ash Bury me with all my cash When I'm just a pile of bones That's when I'll truly feel at home All my life I've been a d**h pimp Now watch my f**ing wrist drip [Verse 2: Oxycaution] Xanax after Xanax Popped so many pills, can't feel my face I can't seem to cope Baby, please just give me f**ing space It is a race to see if I overdose or my heart decays I'll fade away Run away from everything just like a stray Time to die Hell I ride Virgin Mary's tears I cry Emotionless, my bloody wrists Tar and sludge is in my spit Here I lay Time to pay Broken and my heart is clay Now I rest I was the best Drive a stake right through my chest [Verse 3: Advancers] Think about you every night Ascending to psychosis Yeah, I f**ed the groupie I was hoping that you noticed The pills are being friendly so I double up my dosage Emotions so sedated f**ing losing all my focus Lost my motivation Seen my loved ones pa** away So I turn to d** and b**hes but the pain always remains Seeing my life is so successful "You should smile a bit more, James" But I can't be f**ing happy if I know that I'm insane And my last girl tell me I got a s** and drug addiction She's the f**ing reason for my serious condition I've lost it to depression I have given to submission Love is just a theory It's a feeling that is fiction [Verse 4: BORDERLINE] It's hard to float when the d** got you sinking It's hard to cope when you're always overthinking Try to calm down but I just resort to drinking I try to quit but a fix is what I'm seeking I scream so loud but nobody seems to hear I know I wasn't loved it's one thing that is clear I'm buried now and no one has shed a tear I'm just a memory you want to disappear Fade into the darkness My life was a curse and blessing No one cares that I departed Walk in my shoes, it's depressing No, I never had a place Had to move from home to home Always have to fake my face And pretend I'm not alone This music represents me Yeah, It's got me feeling different Found a way to tell my story But nobody wants to listen My own blood covers my hand Cut my wrist until it glistens Got no worries anymore so don't look for me when I'm missing [Verse 5: Izaguirre] Please give me a pistol I just want to go to f**ing sleep The little bit of hope that I had left I realized I can't keep I can't suffer anymore I know that I've got 5 years Got to make the best of them before I f**ing disappear I can't stay in my room knowing that the f**ing end is near Suddenly a doctor's diagnosis changed my atmosphere I am not enough for anybody Please leave me to rot Loneliest I've been in years Find me happy, you will not I can't seem to cope Please leave me alone All I want is love An angel from above I don't wanna live I wan't to be forgived I want to f**ing quit I've realized I've submit