Overlife - Riding Through My Mind lyrics

CLOSE THE DOOR, LEAVE ME ALONE I JUST WANT TO FIND MYSELF WHY CAN'T I FEEL LIKE BEFORE? WHY IS MY HEART SO COLD? SOMETIMES I HATE THE LIFE HAS MADE ME SO STRONG I CAN STILL REMEMBER WHEN I HID MYSELF TO CRY NOW I ONLY WANT TO KNOW MY FEELINGS ARE ALIVE THEY USED TO TELL ME THAT I HAD TOBE THE BEST, THEY USED TO TELL ME THAT I HAD TO FORGET ALL MY DREAMS BUT I DIDN'T WANT, I DIDN'T WANT THEY CUT MY FREE WINGS FOREVER NOW I'M AFRAID TO LOOK AT MYSELF IN THE MIRROR, I HAVE FEAR OF MY LIFE HAVE BECOME A LIE I FEEL THAT I HAVE TO CHANGE MY LIFE SO I'M RIDING TRHOUGH MY MIND RIDING THROUGH MY MIND BREAKING ALL MY LIES RIDING THROUGH MY MIND THERE'S A CHANCE FOR MY LIFE THEY ARE MY DARK NIGHT THEY ARE MY FEAR, THEY ARE MY LONELY WORLD THEY ARE MY WORLD OF TEARS I'M ONLY THE ONE WHO DRINKS THE BAD DRAUGHT THE ONE WHO SPINS THE MISFORTUNE WHO'S BORN FROM THE SUN AND DIES IN THE MOON WITHOUT ANY HOPE STRANGLED BY THE NIGHT, SEDUCED BY THE FEAR AND THE HOWL OF THE WOLVES (RIDING THROUGH MY MIND) I'M THE ONE WHO LIVES IN SILENCE AND WATCHES THE DAWN IN LONELYNES I AM THE ONE WHO CRIES IN SILENCE TO BE NOT HEARD BY THE WORLD