Over It - Where Did December Go? lyrics

I heard every word you said last night when we talked about vicarious goodbyes and i've shut you out of it all because i didn't want to care and after all these tears had swelled in my eyes i wonder how you stand to call me your friend perhaps i need convincing so im listening tell me where did december go? where did december go? i wont make up my mind why can't i make it clear? i'll wait until i've closed my eyes though i've dreamed that one at thousand times if you were mine i'd make it snow outside like memories