Outside - Colder lyrics

I been up all night, drowning by myself You been up late night, looking for yourself I been taking lean-time, feeling overwhelmed Knew you on your worst nights, looking for yourself Think it’s been a long while since I been sober Can’t blame me though, still looking for closure Somewhere in the meantime you’ve been getting colder Looking for my next high Never getting over you I’m never getting over… you I been sitting by myself Contemplating all I’ve felt Things I would do away All my masochistic ways I’ll take instant on the pain Cut me off and we ain’t straight In the end it’s all the same We still go our separate ways Yeah I know it’s been a long while Damn I been barely living Man, how we end up so far Now we only have byes Take a corner that’s nice I been up all night, drowning by myself You been up late night, looking for yourself I been taking lean-time, feeling overwhelmed Know you on your worst nights, looking for yourself Think it’s been a long while since I been sober Can’t blame me though, still looking for closure Somewhere in the meantime you’ve been getting colder Looking for my next high Never getting over you I’m never getting over… you This time we are not a failure ‘cos you never really left yeah And lately I been feeling all this pain But no I know you still always feel the same You feel the same I been up all night, drowning by myself You been up late night, looking for yourself I been taking lean-time, feeling overwhelmed You on your worst nights, looking for yourself Think it’s been a long while since I been sober Can’t blame me though, still looking for closure Somewhere in the meantime you’ve been getting colder, damnnn.