[Hook] Heaven, is inside you Heaven when I ride you Heaven, do you want me? Is Heaven just in my mind? [Verse 1: Crypt The War Child] Lately I'm noticing unfamiliar faces On my block, in my circle, them familiar places And the sun don't shine like it used to These rainy days ain't something that I'm used to Catching myself swerving in and out of traffic Ice-grillin n***as for no reason like I want static Wifey telling me, “Be a little easy, daddy” Is that a sign from God because she need me badly? Crazy wilding, maybe I got a d**h wish Blood pressure rising, anxiety got me breathless Blood ain't thicker than these waves that I'm riding through Blood stained my chest as I'm laying in this hospital Our Father, have mercy on my soul Ready to die even though the saying gets old The meek shall inherit the earth, I inherited worse I inherited a curse for whatever it's worth [Hook] Heaven, is inside you Heaven when I ride you Heaven, do you want me? Is Heaven just in my mind? [Verse 2: Planetary] Things just ain't been the same lately Faces got crooked, handshakes got shady My pops said it's the popularity maybe Yeah maybe, that don't really add up to no gravy (Nah) Either way, I feel I'm following my foot steps Everywhere I go there they go where my kids rest I can't accept lame n***as trying to stress me Gotta find a way to design a plan to get free Caught me speeding with a busted heeadlight Right through the red light, no time for me to get nice The liquor probably make a n***a more antsy Plus I fogot the .45 tucked in my pantry Need to hit a phonebooth, not cause I'm Superman Gotta make a call to tell my kids I wanna hold their hands Give them one last hug, give mom one kiss sh** outta luck, why it got to end like this? [Hook] Heaven, is inside you Heaven when I ride you Heaven, do you want me? Is Heaven just in my mind?