Outcast Youth - Falling out of fitting in lyrics

Chorus I'm falling out of fitting in, The worlds so fake and I'm sick of it, I have no friends, I won't pretend, I'll be gone when the music ends Verse 1 When I was fifteen no one ever kissed me, People dismissed me, just another pipsqueak, Before I emceed I was just an angry, Teenage boy listening to the ataris, Up in my room I would lock the door, Shadow box my demons and write on walls, I got sick of fakeness so I stopped faking, Told the whole world how I felt with a blade an', In the end when it all came down, My friends stopped calling when I wouldn't play out, Always had a problem with making the effort, Cuz I, hate rejection and hate to be messed with, I disengage, myself from society, Withdraw alone and go home quietly, I can't be arsed wit keepin up appearances, So I'm gone in another disappearing act. Chorus I'm falling out of fitting in, I've taught myself how to walk again, I have no friends, I won't pretend, I'll be gone when the music ends Verse 2 Me against the world, Me against authority, Me against myself cause I hate conformity, I couldn't care about playing the game, I pay no lip service, neither ask or take, I've never kissed a** but I've kicked a few, People hate cause I won't do what they tell me to, I'm a man and I won't be pushed around, I won't let other people try to bring me down, I stand up for myself and all that is right, When it comes down to it, my art is my life, I like to write about my heart and emotions, Share it with the world for kids across oceans, Who relate to every word that I say, Cause they're going through it too and they feel the same way, Who write to me telling me their life has changed, Since they heard my words & they felt my pain! Chorus I'm falling out of fitting in, I've talked myself out of mixing in, I have no friends, I won't pretend, I'll be gone when the music ends Verse 3 My life without music? Something I can't imagine, Where would I be in this life without rapping? I'll tell you something, I probably wouldn't be here, Without Outcast Youth I would disappear, Cause even when I'm in a room full of people, I still feel alone and I don't wanna speak to em, I guess depression is a hell of a disease, And being withdrawn comes easy to me, But I do find a form of release, In every single cd and song I release, Knowing that my voice made a change in the world, My inbox full of emails from girls, It makes me feel good but my sadness remains, And when I go home everythings still the same, Writing in this pad as I plan my escape, I'll be gone when the music fades.