Our Past Days - Numb lyrics

I'm too numb to crawl back to your feet Convince me what I felt wasn't right for me to feel I've gotta blur it before I wake up But your grace guide me home 'cause I'd feel so alone Can't run away from all your grief So you sleep away your days trying to find some ease It's not comfortable to break from your patterns And make a better habit trying to find an escape I'm too scared to get comfortable when I wake up What if nothing's as it was, I can't fall asleep? With the thought of losing everything I have If the distance between my head and heart just gave up I'd give up, I'd give up I'd give up, I'll give up I'm too numb to crawl back to your feet Convince me what I felt wasn't right for me to feel I've gotta blur it away before I wake up But your grace guide me home 'cause I'd feel so alone