Our Mirage - Lost lyrics

I was lost in the ocean I never knew that I could swim this far I was lost in devotion I never thought that I would fall for this But I gave away my heart In these darkened days I’ve got nothing left to hold on But the morning rays Are telling me to stay strong They are telling meeeeee How did I get myself Into this wreck I never thought I’d push myself this far So I keep asking How did I loose myself And how do I live on like this? I Need to push it back Push it back again I Need to push it back again I Need to push it back Maybe I look like I am fine But take a look And you will see that I lost my spine I feel so numb I don’t wanna be the person that I’ve become In these darkened days I’ve got nothing left to hold on But the morning rays Are telling me to stay strong How did I get myself Into this wreck I never thought I’d push myself this far So I keep asking How did I loose myself And how do I live on like this? I Need to push it back Push it back again Even when I find myself In these darkened days I leave these scars behind Before my mind decays How did I get myself Into this wreck I never thought I’d push myself this far So I keep asking How did I loose myself And how do I live on like this? I Need to push it back Push it back again