I want to become everything to every one Violet hands reaching up towards me But I am heavy with weakness My faults still stones on my back The less I act like I'm still healing wounds I can put it in the past I saw the hanging fox heard Juliette talk The first time I realized how far this lie could go I'm having trouble knowing this wasn't another dream One where I wake up and my hands are clean I want out of this body I want out of this body so bad Look at what I've done I still smell the smoke on my clothes Pulled down by heavy guilt I want out of this body I want out of this body so bad Look at what I've done I still smell the smoke on my clothes Pulled down by heavy guilt