Otep - Home Grown lyrics

He hurts me 'Cause he cares He hurts me And it's all my fault! Roaches and cigarettes A sink of hungry dishes Flies in the afterbirth I miss you when you're timid Loving you Is nothing new It's self mutilation I crave the pain I'm so ashamed But I love The stimulation The last time I died The last time I died Wasn't nearly this much fun Welcome Welcome Welcome to the family To this drug addict Sex fanatic Alcoholic tragedy Welcome to the family To this drug addict Sex fanatic Alcoholic fantasy I fell down some stairs I ran into a wall He hurts me 'cause he cares It's all my fault! He likes to k** Small animals And blame it On the weather Father was Andronicus My secret name Was terror Loving you Is nothing new It's self mutilation I crave the pain I'm so ashamed But I love The stimulation The last time I died The last time I died Wasn't nearly this much fun Welcome Welcome Welcome to the family To this drug addict Sex fanatic Alcoholic tragedy Welcome to the family To this drug addict Sex fanatic Alcoholic fantasy He hurts me 'Cause he cares He hurts me And it's all my fault It's all my fault It's all your fault It's all your fault f** you You insecure Piece of sh** f** you Now look what You made me do f** you You insecure Piece of sh** f** you Now look what You made me do f** you If you touch us again I will f**ing k** you I will make you pay I will make you pay Now you know How it feels Now you know How it feels