Otep - Numb & Dumb lyrics

I'm tired of being tired Sick of being sick I'm tired of being tired Sick of being sick Erase & escape The meathooks of reality Erase & escape The meathooks of reality Lock the door Load your guns & pray for nothing ! (I don't care, I don't care I don't care, I don't care) And daddy's shooting smack And mama's smoking crack And teacher is a s** addict And preacher has a p**n habit And sister's such a who*e And my life is a bore .take your vitamins .whiten your teeth .comb your hair .know when to speak They say jesus was a masochist But maybe they said, pacifist... Sweet goddess of narcotics On my knees I pray Just give me one more dose & make it all go away Make me completely numb & dumb (Watch your tone, obey the law, Know when to bend, believe in god) I took his wife into my mouth Like a slice of wedding cake I went back for extra helpings & then I clean my plate Still covered in her yolk The wet drug of my addiction I'm nature's little criminal A selfish crucifixion Of sweet scarecrow in the sky You have all the answers But we will never die Sweet goddess of narcotics On my knees I pray Just give me one more dose & make it all go away Make me completely Numb & dumb I ran out the front door The devil's at the backdoor Whispering to the sea & above A black feathered sun Drunk on teenage meat I don't care, I don't care I don't care, I don't care Make me completely numb & dumb Medicate & sedate Pa** the punishment I need another fix