Otep - My Confession lyrics

... my confession because i'm diluted & perfectly flawed i shall live by pa**ion & not by law and i'm insecure ... i need aggression to feed the spiders of perception and i'm supposed to be strong & have all the answers a cannibal in the new church of cancer but i'm nothing special i'm not unique i have many secrets & i eat the weak and i'm at an end i'm at an end ..... and there's ... NO WAY OUT!! [chorus] i need to find my sanctuary ..... someplace safe gotta get this outta me ..... this is my escape II. and i think about it all the time i'm volatile & afraid to cry but i'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anesthetics slowly wearing thin & i need to talk to someone new i need a different latitude & i'm in this void all alone! feeling needy ... hungry to grow but i'm suffocating -- can't come down and .... no .... THERE'S NO WAY OUT!!! [chorus] i need to find my sanctuary .... someplace safe gotta get this outta me! .... THIS IS MY ESCAPE!!! --- all i see is sadness all i see is sadness .... what's left? -- this will teach them. this will teach them, ......you've got to...... push. Push. PUSH.... YOUR WAY OUT!!! FOLLOW ME! FOLLOW ME! THIS IS YOUR WAY OUT!! ........you are not alone - this is where i hide my power - this is where i become free - this is where i take control - and slowly choke your fantasies - i want to know my day is coming - see my enemies be punished - shed my skin again - this will be my best revenge!! SHED MY SKIN AGAIN THIS WILL BE MY BEST REVENGE!