Otep - Blowtorch Nightlight lyrics

I've slept in the depths of the Devil's bed I've risen from the prison in my head To find you To find you Waiting to be fed... To find you To find you The one who made me sick!! I've slept in the depths of the Devil's bed! I've risen from the prison in my head! To find you! To find you! Waiting to be fed!... To find you! To find you! The one who made me sick!! Eyes.. White & blind as a spider's egg Alabaster bones... A house.. Burned in a clearing Forest for miles along the slope.. The way you shape This world of hate You make Me f**ing crazy!!! You make me f**ing crazy!!!!!... Blinding cold & casket black.. A river flows somewhere below... I stood in hooded silhouette.. & murmured sermons to my soul... The way you blame me The way you shame me You make me f**ing crazy!!! You make me f**ing crazy!!!!... A corpse in the doorway Dried to leather.. The floorboards buckle & groan Moonlight drifts in & over me.. As I descend the cellar stairs alone... The bunker is walled with concrete blocks Empty rooms, iron cots.. Whispered curses & broken prayers Children roasting like pigs over open fires... BLOWTORCH NIGHTLIGHT!!! Do you wanna see? Do you wanna see? What I've done?? What I've done?? What I've become?? I'm just like you, unthinking brute! I'm the bruise that never heals! I'm the swing that breaks & frees the screams. You make me f**ing crazy!!! The way you complain About the pain You make me f**ing crazy! You make me f**ing crazy!!! BLOWTORCH NIGHTLIGHT!!! These 3 words... fu*k YOU FOREVER!!! I've slept in the depths of the Devil's bed! To find you! To find you! You f**ing piece of sh**!!! The way you complain About the pain You make me f**ing crazy!!! The way you rape my mental state You make me f**ing crazy!!! BLOWTORCH NIGHTLIGHT!!! BLOWTORCH NIGHTLIGHT!!! BLOWTORCH NIGHTLIGHT!!! BLOWTORCH NIGHTLIGHT!!!