Otep - Suicide Trees lyrics

I spent my whole life In love with despair Kept my lungs full With the breath of thier Mute atmosphere I became What I hate And thus Shall I remain To give birth to a Mighty a**asin Armed with a weapon of words To defy the lies To never compromise No Today My name Is pain I stood Beyond the world Whispering secret syllables in the Eyeless dark Dancing wildly Round and round on the rotting ground Surrounded by the dead dusts of hell This is how I delete myself And this is how I corrupt Everyone else Obey [x2] Betray [x2] You are not unique You do not need to think Take it [x3] I will [x3] You succumb So nicely Like an insect staring back Like a dying dove My love [x2] So here we are again The sheets are staind and bloodied The animals scratch at my skin Here we are again My face is scraped and bloodied I've nothing left to give I wasn't there I'm not involved I'm innocent It's not my fault I wasn't there, I'm not involved, I'm innocent, It's not my fault [x2] Here in the suicide trees [x2] No, bloody, bloody, bloody Murder Among the exciment of my sins It's not happening [x7] So here we are again In secret ceremonies Changing shape, amen Here we are again Pretending not to notice The illness sneaking in I wasn't there I'm not involved I'm innocent It's not my fault I wasn't there, I'm not involved, I'm innocent, It's not my fault [x2] Here in the suicide trees [x2] Toil and labor, hate your neighbor, faith in favor, obey [x2] Obey [x2] Here I do as I please, obey, here in the suicide trees, obey [x2] Hate your neighbor [x2] Scratch at my skin It's not happening [until fade out]