Otep - My Confession (Live) lyrics

... my confession Because i'm diluted & Perfectly flawed I shall Live by pa**ion & Not by law And i'm Insecure ... I need aggression To Feed the spiders Of perception And i'm Supposed to be strong & have All the answers A Cannibal In the New church of cancer But i'm Nothing special I'm not unique I have Many secrets & i Eat the weak And i'm At an end I'm at an end ..... And there's ... NO WAY OUT!! (chorus) I need to find my sanctuary ..... someplace safe Gotta get this outta me ..... this is my escape II And i Think about it All the time I'm Volatile & Afraid to cry But i'm Still not comfortable In my skin And the Anesthetics slowly Wearing thin & i Need to talk to Someone new I need a different Latitude & i'm In this void All alone! Feeling needy ... hungry to grow But i'm Suffocating -- can't come down And .... no .... THERE'S NO WAY OUT!!! (chorus) I need to find my sanctuary .... someplace safe Gotta get this outta me! .... THIS IS MY ESCAPE!!! --- all i see is sadness All i see is sadness .... What's left? -- this will teach them This will teach them ......you've got to...... Push Push PUSH.... YOUR WAY OUT!!! FOLLOW ME! FOLLOW ME! THIS IS YOUR WAY OUT!! ........you are not alone - this is where i hide my power - this is where i become free - this is where i take control - and slowly choke your fantasies - i want to know my day is coming - see my enemies be punished - shed my skin again - this will be my best revenge!! SHED MY SKIN AGAIN THIS WILL BE MY BEST REVENGE!