Osiris Nox - About Her (Intro) lyrics

[Osiris Nox] Yo, It's been a minute, ain't it? It's completely my fault for going off half co*ked Nice paint, sh**ty painter The vision was there, it just took a few years To know the statement and how to make it Mom and pops taught me to work hard, count the money, and never take sh**. so let's get on with it Feelings caught counted in degrees of loyalty I don't need to be royal to make them see me as royalty Got a sick way of spittin, on D's breaks with these writtens Until the spot light's shining, we're defending our vision Until the spot light's shining, we're defending our vision Until the spot light's shining, we're defending our vision It's not a masterpiece yet, but it's where we're headed And I wish they'd stop asking where my head is Because if I knew it, I'd have said it Drawn a blueprint, Taught a lesson But the questions got me stressing like You see, I thought I had friends, turns out I had a studio f** it man, it's what it is Lost a few dudes from the crew that chilled back at the stu But really Matt's the only one i miss Yeah I'm talking real sh** That f** how you feel sh** Good for you, you gave up Failures something I can't deal with You don't think I get sideways glances From people I went to school with About the fact I rap, or at least that I'm still doing it? Writing stories in stanzas to avoid the damage f** what they think, get the lights and cameras So all the woman I've had flings with can say they didn't see this Life can be complex and I like the route that's scenic And looking in my nephew's eyes helped me understand its meaning So you can hate me, hate the music that we're making, hate the beats, and the rhyme and every word that I'm saying But the grind, the hustle, defined by struggle to rise from rubble to high as the Hubble Can you really hate that? So when my music plays. you don't got to start clappin' Hell, you don't got to respect me. but respect my pa**ion