Oscar oghenekaro - Blessed and cursed lyrics

INTRO If they saying I ain't best at making records, its cause this is my life, these ain't just records and for the records I give a damn if I never said this sh** again my career was meant FOR ME to come and tell this honest interpretations of how affected I'm faced with matters most rappers used to locked away in the basement ! So before you judge me just let me be me Or will I die over nonsense ? Internally I'm dealing with this conflict And for those of you who think I'm riding alone only on nome dumb sh**, you know I'm smarter than you and it ain't hard to understand if you listen stupid HOOK Blessed and cursed I'm at both ends, like a pen and a knife I'm going physco, I need a priest and a bible ! Rap 1 Sometimes some people will not always understand the way that you Think ! But it's meant to be that way because they all do not share your GIFTS And I just know from experience that some people will find out what you long for AND TRY TO PREPERTRATE as the ones that can give to you They hate me for it, SO ? FRIEND and Enemies cracking jokes , but it's laughable ( haha) They say my behavior ain't understandable My methodlogy is questionable, but I'm just being REAL, I love being Honest I don't welcome or show eyeservice, I'm an expert in Rejection ! Don't give a f** what category y'all place, cut the f**ing act like you Happy ! I get it perfectly, you say I lack courtesy ? but you don't have a clue about my Legacy Shut the f** up and listen, yes I talk a lot of sh**, but still practice what I preach Cuz there are few truths left in this world and I happen to be one of em But for now me enduring painful experience It's like my vision is jailed and my judgement is swayed Repeat hook Bridge No one understands what it feels like to be me So I'd just forgive em when they misunderstand or reject me When they don't understand me, they tend to attack me But no matter how good or how perfect I say anything there's always someone out there twisting everything I say, but listen Rap 2 The thing about me, you don't really know a thing about me Everyone keeps making the same mistake about me Would have love to tell you something about me, but Agree to disagree (okay) I got a lot of issues, I got a trust issue, I got temper issue But if you define me as weird, I must be weird awesome Take it back to high school all of em who doubt me are the same ones coming to me asking for my advice, I'm only 20 but my mind is much older cuz what I realize now gonna take most of y'all years to understand it, I tend to care less about the opinion of others I love being alone and they define it as pride, but it's Great sense of self ! When I say one negative word, they hold it against me….. what about my positive words, or the way I inspire others ? can't it over shadow that, guess they only see the bad in me ( whelp) But need I remind you still no one is perfect ? keep yo thoughts and feelings I may not be all that smart but I ain't dumb, talk about a bad day I live a life like that and it's unfair Yes my future not as clear but I still outshine with my small mind, that's why I say I'm KING Twelp I got my reason, still I admit yeah I done some dumb sh**, disappointed everyone I know Try not to hold that against me though, cuz life changes your directions even when you ain't planned it But OGHENE OBUKOME BROTHER Bridge 2 Ain't no one for me to fear, I know sometimes I'm dead wrong but how can I feel guilty after all the things they did to me, my only friend is my misery wanting revenge for all the agony they did to me Am still a work in progress and I know I'm not suppose to generalize things but consider this at least I got everybody sweating me, but I'd rather die than be trapped in a living hell Mum said even the greatest gotta suffer sometime For now I'm the one they recognize as physco, but I'm just trapped in a vicious circle KING OF THE SOUTH Rap 3 Am like a young doctor treating my patient but first let me issue this statement cuz all of you sounds like ancient Y'all trying so hard to be someone's new investment Am the lonely hero fighting my battle, why still attack me with new reinenforcement ? ( answer that) But despite every nerve in my body trying to hurt someone or do all the wrong things for the right reasons I'm holding it together the best I can just for my family sakes I'd rather put a smile on my mums face make her proud than to win a war and got something to claim but if you tempt me too much, I might switch to the diabolic me You can call my bluff, but did I stutter ? ( nope) I'm super cool still a threat at the same time, you know my name but you really don't know me Ignore my looks and best ask about me, I'm out my f**ing mind I need counseling , please don't doubt me, trust me, am scared of nothing, drama ain't nothing I'm ready for whatever and remember f** up odin kie Revenge is best served as a cold dish know this, novice be clear let's settle this, pay attention ! I still accept full responsibility for all the wrongs I've done but never mind my imperfections Got the world laughing at me for the moment, but it's gonna be your turn fore it's over with Even if you so legit, I'm late for my date with destiny, Right or Wrong I'm on my path Only God understand Rejected Gang , one of the worst thing people can do is over estimate me