Oscar Bunnik - Paranoid lyrics

{ verse 1 } They say i'm too wreckless, my mind is a menace. i'm anxious in peace so i'm going to war I fly close to the sun cause i fear that the ocean will damage me more They wish you misfortune disguised as advice Don't you listen to ghouls trynna feed of your corpse My future is clear in the skies of night i keep my eyes on the floor Feeling them creepin up, i'm getting sick of love. trying to live the dream so i don't sleep enough For all i know, i be gone by the end of tommorow But immortalize what i'm speaking of Fеar that the holy grail's filled up with cinnabar But therе is no going back when you're insofar All the work is done by my bars Hop out and shoot then get back in my car I don't want your gifts I'm gifted enough and i know, you a b*tch Cold flows when i spit That you want to use to get ice on your wrist Writing like i am my own annie wilkes If i stop now then it will get me killed I got a lot of bellies to keep filled I'm making sure that no thought will be spillled { hook } Maybe i'm paranoid, maybe i'm fighting a ghost in the void Maybe i'm paranoid, but maybe this why god my voice Maybe i'm paranoid, maybe this vision will get destroyed Maybe i'm paranoid, but maybe i just got a gift to exploit { verse 2 } Don't know when it quits So i get in ghost mode when i'm lit Diamonds in the rough I got fear of loss Praise all above when it fits Feel like i row the boat on the styx Don't trust the straw that i use to build bricks Keep my fingers crossed That i did enough When i am lost to the son of the nyx See the griffon vultures try to murder our kids Cause death on ground where they don't have to live We kill each other so they get a profit Seeing the smoke coming out of our coffin Always in fight or flight. i can't stop it Why i shine so bright when i'm droppin Real peace of mind, i don't feel that often Worry bout a lot, but never enter with caution Making a fist But do i rebel for causes that even exist I am convinced when i look at the pics But breivik thought the same when he did what he did I know my mind has been clouded with doubt Paranoid feelings, day in and day out Followed by argus when i'm in the crowd Pefection must be, there's no misstep allowed { hook } Maybe i'm paranoid, maybe i'm fighting a ghost in the void Maybe i'm paranoid, but maybe this why god my voice Maybe i'm paranoid, maybe this vision will get destroyed Maybe i'm paranoid, but maybe i just got a gift to exploit