Orphanage - Chameleon lyrics

You're hiding behind the face of your victims An imitation of the ones you k**ed Afraid... To see yourself in the mirror (the mirror lies!) Afraid... To be yourself in real life ba*tard! Coward! I've blackened my inner self of innocence And it's tearing my soul apart I'm abused Misused Confused And I died (mentally!) Am I what you call insane? My mind decayed with hate, I lost my common sense Thus cannot tell right from wrong Revenge! To avenge with a relentless k**ing spree! I cannot be saved no more... This childhood of mine betrayed My sanity fades away while sowing my seeds of hate Now tell me who's to blame! I'm afraid to be And afraid to see, to live my life as myself, so a Chameleon of life I'll be! I'll escape and be someone else! Memories from the past keep haunting me All visions of guilt and shame that will make me cry Even make me k**!... And hide my face from you! Afraid... To see yourself in the mirror It lies... It defies... To unleash your demise