Orianthi - Suffocated lyrics

In the beginning it was worth this Do the worst feel complete Pa**ing standards others meet Now perfect endings make you anxious A heavy head a colder sweat Leaving nothing here nothing to regret Why am I still suffocated I'm constantly devastated just to stay alive Why am I still suffocated I'm constantly devastated just to stay alive I miss the old days that we murdered They're so far gone we're out of reach Watch 'em fade with summer's heat (Well it goes like this) Without a break from this distraction I need a change a different scene A new approach to coming clean Why am I still suffocated I'm constantly devastated just to stay alive Why am I still suffocated I'm constantly devastated just to stay alive Still searching for a back door out of here Rea**ured that my friends will reappear Why am I still suffocated Just hold your breathe deep and I'll keep waiting Still searching for a back door out of here Rea**ured that my friends will reappear Why am I still suffocated Just hold your breathe deep and I'll keep waiting Why am I still suffocated I'm constantly devastated just to stay alive Why am I still suffocated I'm constantly devastated just to stay alive