Orgy - Beautiful Disgrace lyrics

I see the real you You put me in my place Close to perfection You're out of control; you're out of control Pardon me I feel the need to scream I'm ill Stuck in the chemical abyss I'm gripping at the walls around me Pardon me if I was laughing at the crimes I was laughing at the way you lie Tell me why All my lies come down to this 'Cause I don't need friends who try to wrap me up in red tape Get 'em off my back they're dead weight In case you didn't catch my signs the first time let me tell you again All my life I tried to explain how I love myself to release the pain Anti-magnetic so quit your b*****g, lying, crying Tell me why Lately inside I'm giving in to revenge Tell me why I'm in over my head Why I'm in over my head I'm in so deep that When I wake up I don't wanna know you Tell me my name again You're just a beautiful disgrace A beautiful disgrace A beautiful disgrace Come with me so I can show you how to live Burning the candle at both ends I'm gripping at the walls around me Don't complicate it I'm addicted to this life I'll be your token of attention All my lies come down to this Lately inside I'm giving in to revenge Tell me why I'm in over my head Why I'm in over my head I'm in so deep that Lately inside I'm giving in to revenge Tell me why I'm in over my head Why I'm in over my head I see the real you You put me in my place Close to perfection You're out of control I see the real you I saw through everything Close to perfection I saw through everything If I could take away this pain Just one more time, I might I saw through everything Tell me why I'm in over my head When I wake up I don't wanna know you Tell me my name again You're just a beautiful disgrace Such a beautiful disgrace Disgrace, disgrace You're such a beautiful disgrace You're so vain, vain, vain So grow your guilt from another vine I've given this enough time (lately inside I'm giving in) Grow your guilt from another vine I've given this enough time (lately inside I'm giving in) Grow your guilt from another vine I've given this enough time (tell me why I'm in) Grow your guilt from another vine I've given this enough time Grow your guilt you're a beautiful Disgrace, (disgrace, disgrace) Such a beautiful disgrace You're so vain, vain, disgrace