Orchard (Band) - Midwinter lyrics

The last time I pity for myself But still I rage in the deep and for the wrath I'll follow Thy pity I contemn scatter thy snow elsewhere And my feet and hands are nailed to the burning rock Yet my fierce fires are better than thy snows Withered branches in euphoria of pain Twisted, naked, fouling snow Cold and deadly is the winter's every breath Amid the snowflakes the yells grow and fill the atmosphere As the crowd's incitement turns into the lust for d**h One by one they all converged Around the gallow's pole Empty sights, pinched faces Self-detested So I must taste the blame again, enjoy the shame Begrudged lives they'll take away I can see their crusade From my shelter Across the land roam the spearheads of d**h Ominous signs everywhere Black as night is the coat heralding fate Ice is sparkling from the frost and the flames Dogs and crows seething on scavengers' feast There's no consolation and the prayers are spurned The spectre rose in pain, a shadow blue, obscure and dismal The scream is breaking the silence With my hands frozen days open ways through the pains To the infinite madness Once I was god's lamb but I've opened the storm And I hope that he will punish me for all I've done For all these tears This last time I pity for myself, but still I rage in the deep and the wrath I'll follow With my hands through the pains, frozen days On my own wish I'm a martyr It was the poison and I gave it to you Only in silence I will find the eternity I'm captured in the fog and chained into the stone I'm captured like a worm, you'll all watch my fall I'm captured in falling snow Reclaiming all my sins unknown Depraved and leaked I stand alone I am the forsaken one Beneath the faith oblivion Entangled in despair and hope Still covered by the virgin snow