Oppenheimer Analysis - Don't Be Seen With Me lyrics

I was cold and lonely when I took you in, just trying to be kind Tired of lifelong solitude, my senses undermined I kept things under strict control, resisted all diversion Endless years and false rewards, my??? All the games to play, all the places to go I want to surrender, I want you to go If I were you I'd be out on the town Oh why oh why, are you hanging around with a fool like me Don't be seen with me A fool like me Don't be seen with me [--] Order and duty thrown to the winds I've lost my sense of reason In the heat of the day I must stow away, I'm a sinking ship of reason I've too much to do I can't stop now, destruction brings me down Drag me deeper into murky waters Smile and watch me drown Fresh from the cradle, you're a pa**ion lethal Innocent smiles don't??? to a fool like me Don't be seen with me All the games to play, all the places to go I want to surrender, I want you to go If I were you I'd be out on the town Oh why oh why, are you hanging around with a fool like me Don't be seen with me A fool like me Don't be seen with me [--]