Oneiroid Psychosis - I Am The Totality lyrics

What is all this Search for true bliss Reaching out to never find And be led by the blind Reaching out to find myself Reaching out to someone else A consequence from the seeds I've sown This is a journey I must take alone Is there reverence that my body hides Will I find a light inside To be pure and self aware Will my journey end there Reaching out to never find And be led by the blind Reaching out to find myself Reaching out to someone else Spending days dissatisfied Will I waste my life until I die