Oneiroid Psychosis - Winter Day lyrics

I stared intimately into black holes and willingly lost my soul What lies inside is a mystery but hesitation intrigues me A vow together "you're mine now forever" but our love won't grow until the skin is severed Cold metal against the skin Anticipate it's entrance Such a slight pressure breaks the thread so thin And exposes a weakness that hides within Does this bring you closer or is it wrong Or a substitute to feeling strong Never wish to die Never meant to hide this You gave me your soul And I won't let go My toy to have and hold A love to refuse A mind to abuse Now that I reflect There was so much to reject An unsteady hand Grasps tightly Hangs loosely An unsteady mind Hangs loosely Grasps tightly To anything