One Block Radius - A Letter lyrics

I send a letter stamped to home Pa** along my love, it says I miss you all to d**h And down here I clearly don't belong I never felt so alone What I would do to see my friends That's how it all begins I found a way Around a lonely life No longer afraid Of what I just might find I feel so brave When I'm on my mind I feel the waves Crashing down my spine Just a little bit more Just a little bit more A little bit more Just a little bit more Just trying to adjust Don't want someone to trust, really It's just me and my wits against the city I ish Painting the coat with this coat coat the neighbourhood gave me And these eye that hold hope looking at folk going crazy over dope Where every kid has got a story to tell Now you can listen to that or gun shells Some yell louder than that in the building Being k**ed by their spouse Now you can pull your hair out or try to figure it out This what I'm talking about here Everyone wants to give me love for the buzz To k** off the nightmares Cuz right here is where the party at Imma get retarded They holla "put away your wallet partner, we got it" I'm walling out with these girls looking like models (?) Up in their nose, pulling (?) Goddamn, it feels good to be on d** right now And goddamn, I feel like making love to you there gal I mean sh**, my folks back home ain't doing it like this I'm out here doing me, this is home I'm convinced I'm the sh**, getting licked, and I fit into this crowd It's been three or four days and I ain't trying to lay down now Just a little bit more Just a little bit more A little bit more Just a little bit more