Olivia O'Brien - purpleworld lyrics

You said I wasn't just another girl to you A girl to use I said you don't care, you said I swear I do I swear it's true So how can you just turn around and block me out? Your actions don't reflect the words that left your mouth I was right to be skeptical Knew it was wrong from the jump and I let you know But somehow I still couldn't let you go 'Cause it's not in my blood to be sensible Maybe you was inevitable Wish I didn't have such a sensitive soul Wish it was something that I could control Said I should just pack up and head on the road But you rea**ured me that it wasn't like that Said I meant something to you, and I liked that 'Cause if I knew my worth, I would never speak to you again If I knew my worth, I wouldn't even want to be friends, oh no no 'Cause if I stop hitting you up, then we'd just never talk at all, talk at all But I'd still drop everything to answer my phone if you call me But I know you won't (I know, I know, I know you won't) I thought you cared, you don't (I know, I know, I know you don't, yeah) I've never known how it feels to be liked back, oh no (I know, I know, I know you won't) (I know, I know, I know you don't, yeah) Maybe that's why I keep on running right back So here I go again, making up some dumb excuses Don't know why I keep forgiving you, I must be f**ing stupid Promise one day you gon realize, how much you're f**ing losing And I won't care I've been talking to your brother, he said that you found another girl I hope she's everything I wasn't, I'm just from another world So I'ma stay there 'Cause it's safe there In my purple world I live in a purple world Lavender highs and violet lows I started seeing purple all around me, everywhere I go It once was just a pretty color and then it reminded me of you Now it reminds me of something much bigger, of the things that I can do A fresh start, a new meaning, a strong vibration, a light beaming In everything that I keep seeing In a purple world, a purple feeling