Olivia O'Brien - Inhibition lyrics

I know it's wrong, but I still do it I keep f**in' up, but I'm used to it Can only blame myself, yeah, I'm so stupid So self-destructive I drink way too much, yeah, I run through it No need to call my phone 'cause I'm gon' lose it How can I learn my lesson when I've been knew it? I'm self-destructive Different places Same old faces All this liquor in my system, I ain't got no inhibition Always end up cryin' on my way home Drunk or sober, what's the difference? Still ain't got no one to listen Always end up cryin' on my way home, home, home But it don't feel like that, no No, it just don't feel like home They say home is where the heart is Maybe I don't have a heart (Maybe I don't) They say life is like a movie Maybe I don't have a part (Maybe I don't) And I know that I could stop it if I really wanted If I went to bed on time and woke up in the mornin' But I'm self-destructive (Yeah, I'm self-destructive) I know it's wrong, but I still do it I keep f**in' up, but I'm used to it Can only blame myself, yeah, I'm so stupid So self-destructive (Yeah, I'm self-destructive) I drink way too much, yeah, I run through it No need to call my phone 'cause I'm gon' lose it How can I learn my lesson when I've been knew it? I'm self-destructive (Yeah, I'm self-destructive) Different places Same old faces I keep on makin' The same mistakes, yeah All this liquor in my system, I ain't got no inhibition Always end up cryin' on my way home Drunk or sober, what's the difference? Still ain't got no one to listen Always end up cryin' on my way home (On my way home) Home (On my way home) Home (On my way home) But it don't feel like that, no No, it just don't feel like home But it don't feel like that, no (No, no) No, it just don't feel like home (No, no, no, no, no) Feel like that, no But it don't feel like that, no No