Olivia O'Brien - I Don't Exist lyrics

I've been doomed from the start Everything around me falls apart So quickly always end up with a broken heart Even Tylenol can't fix me Unless it's mixed with whiskey I ain't even sad, I'm just bored Nothing can excite me anymore like it used to Hollywood has lost all its allure Used to be so pretty Now it's just a city All of these people and all of their friends Look so good together and I don't think (?) 'Cause they're picture perfect And I'm on the end I'll be out of the photo so they can pretend Like I don't exist