Okkervil River - It Ends With a Fall lyrics

Wish I could remember why it mattered to me It doesn't matter to me It doesn't matter to me any more Now that you're feeling fine I'll admit that - though I know it's coming down And see it shattering me - it doesn't matter to me And I'm not sadder for seeing it come I'm not going to run I will just come when I am called You want to cut me off Because I took too much But don't leave me alone Take off your scarves, your winter coat The night's too cold When we met I should have said You're like a sister to me How all that kiss her just seem Like puny suitors I can see through And none will do, not for you It might as well be just us two But when I pulled you by the jacket From the clattering street You started flattering me You started saying I was so strong String me along, but I can't become all that I'm called And I can't claim to know What makes love die or grow But I can still take control And so refuse to just go home Back down the hall And as I crawl As finally all the false confetti blooms up in this attic room I'm going make my stand I want to see both of your hands Put down the phone I won't let you go Although the moment stole my self-control From us all and it can only end, end with a fall