Oil - Dependency lyrics

My mother told me I have to pray My father wants me to be somebody else I must release myself From this chain around my neck To be aware Of my consciousness Should I cut my hands? Should I blow my brains ... or live with it? Just to... Face it all Face it all Face it all the way ( I gotta ) I think I've wasted all my days of silence I think I've lost my own hypocrisy I feel the lack of my own authority I feel the lack of self esteem Of self esteem Should I rip my fears? Should I erase the insanity ... or live with it? Just to... Face it all Face it all Face it all the way ( I gotta ) Just to face it all