Official Stichel - So Alive lyrics

[Verse 1- HollyWoodYSA : Living this life of sin, battling life within Lyrics up, due the inspiration Nd a spice of gin Homie this writing pen has got me in a different world, no kadeem or witley Raise the volume on my mic ta ten Sometimes i wonder if im made for this industry Or am i a citizen wit major lyrical tendencies Im n a league full of phony and pretenders While white america, always try ta throw me in the center But i will never enter, im stick inside matrix Goin mentally crazy, screaMing f*ck it i hate this Its never real here Thinkin to myself i prolly b out the hood if Litho and Sonny was still here Important pieces missing n the puzzle Watching annoying rappers like a pitbull, stapped on a itching muzzle Im goin freakin crazy So instead of pulling the trigger on my mental, i ask god, please save me.... [Hook - Hollywood YSA]: Im gettin n my zone So i juss wanna b on my own I been drinkin, i been smoking So Much but i juss wanna feel so alive I got a fam so strong, but at times i feel like im standing alone I been drinkin, i been smoking So Much but i juss wanna feel so alive [Verse 2 - HollyWoodYSA] Cuz everything feels like a nightmare Im so efficent when i write, so f*ck the fame and the hype It seems like, u need another rappers co-sign, juss so u ca have a buzz like light year I Made Hustle Thru The Depression, for a fine reason I was a victim of having my pretty dime cheatin Never hiding of what the hurt do But i ca never front, cuz on the flip side, i was doin my dirt too But more hurt kuz they ain't mean nothing but chicks wit weaves But on her side, she was testing em, ready ta leave Losing horribly But doin everything i can ta keep her in my life and stay romantically apart of me I was feelin like a prick tho And so i learned, when that love is lost, juss let that sh*t GO... But its hard ta ever move on, so fast Feeling bitter, losing respect fa women cuz of yo past..... [Hook - Hollywood YSA]: Im gettin n my zone So i juss wanna b on my own I been drinkin, i been smoking So Much but i juss wanna feel so alive I got a fam so strong, but at times i feel like im standing alone I been drinkin, i been smoking So Much but i juss wanna feel so alive [HollyWoodYSA - Verse 3] And so i wrecken i will, Official Stichel and i recognize real So Bryan juss tell my momma chill Im chasing my dream and u won't ever have ta question MY WILL WIZZARD I'm always ears up to what u teachin me, ya words is my ammo, lyrical weapon i k** Figure the angels up in heaven gotta be doing they, it would explain all these blessings i feel....