I wanted to tell you, I wanted to share Some important details that you're unaware of I want you to listen, I want you to care I'll choke to d**h if I don't clear the air It's not a secret that I obsess And then I get angry, and then I get stressed And you can't imagine and you can't compare You've no frame of reference and then you get scared I'm doing my best to help make you see That it's not your fault when I beg and I plead It's much easier just to go back to sleep But we've gotta find a place to start because I'm falling apart I never feel happy, I never feel safe I can't let myself ever stay in one place I look in the mirror and I see the face Of a failure who will never be significant The face that you see from the morning to night Is the mask that I put on to hide what's inside I don't take it off until you fall asleep I don't want you to see what lives inside of me I thought I'd get older and it'd go away But it only gets worse and causes more pain And being alone is getting so hard I just gotta tell you Goddammit, I'm falling apart I'm down on my knees in the dark Feeling for whatever's left But the pieces have fallen too far Goddammit, I'm falling apart I'm down on my knees in the dark Feeling for whatever's left But the pieces have fallen too far Don't leave yet I haven't gotten to the part that explains it all Don't leave yet I need somebody there to catch me before I fall To catch me before I fall Goddammit, I'm falling apart I wanted to tell you, I wanted to share Some important details that you're unaware of I want you to listen, I want you to care I'll choke to d**h if I don't clear the air right now