Of Montreal - Ye, Renew the Plaintiff lyrics

The sacrifice must be for some unknown deity, babe I just can't get hard for reality At least not mine Your love chariot is like An immortal bleeding beast and peerless Can't seem to motivate my heart to function This age is a b**h that burns our dreams, so mercilessly We can only turn away I wonder can I produce enough heat To keep our experiment alive I turned you off, cause I couldn't cope seeing the Disappointment in your eyes Do it! Oh Nina, how can I defend myself against this world That batters me like a retarding cartoon? It's too sick for salvation, but that word is just a joke Oh Nina, my mood system is chaos I'm desperate for something, but there's no human word for it I should be happy, but What I feel is corrupted, broken, impotent, and insane Oh Nina, I've become so hateful How am I ever going to survive this winter? I can think of nothing but getting my revenge Make those f**ers pay, but it's not gonna happen and It's eating a hole in me Eating a hole in me It's eating a hole Eating a hole Eating a hole in me In our hive conceit, each suffering repeat Hostile concession too foul to mention I've inherited spiritual sanctions for some old ancestral crime It was committed long ago, but the punishment's absolved all down the family line Everyone's so unstable, on my mother's side And emotionally barren, on my father's side But tell me how can I attempt to atone for somebody else's Wilful ignorance?