Of Montreal - Gratuitous Abysses lyrics

Am I on the verge of a really big breakthrough or just another meltdown? Gratuitous abysses I've been looking for my friend she became an ocean just to watch me drown Gratuitous abysses Staying in touch is making us boring, voiceless is underrated, I think it's dumb and I Really hate it I must vilify us to make you special, I know my compa** is beyond retrieval, I'm just 'illuminations' and 'flowers of evil' Like a flittering squirming dying insect you got glued to your ceiling Gratuitous abysses I know I'm as rotten as a Chytilovián Daisy but I still got feelings Gratuitous abysses Staying connected is making us stupid I want a new grid a swinish fury but since our Schism it's all so blurry We're all dolled up for gratuitous abysses you're on her perch and looking sallow I Want to kiss you but you know I'm so shallow Staying in touch is making us boring, voiceless is underrated, I think it's dumb and I Really hate it I must vilify us to make you special, I know my compa** is beyond retrieval, I'm just 'illuminations' and 'flowers of evil'