Of Montreal - The You I Created lyrics

It's hard to know exactly When my dreams got weird I tense up and get antsy when you're near But nightly you appear to me Ghostly in my head But I never can remember what you said It must be something rea**uring Something sweet and kind Something you would never say in real life Where does it go in the morning? It slipped out of my hand Eating breakfast with my other thoughts Away from wakeful lands Where is the you I created? The you that I adore? When my eyes are open I don't see you anymore It's hard for me to fathom That you disappeared And turned into exactly what I feared But every night you sing to me When my eyes are closed But I never can remember how it goes It must be something undeserving Only in my mind Something you would never sing on your time It disappears without warning It shifts like grains of sand Galavanting with some other dreams I didn't understand Where is the you I created? The you that I adore? When my eyes are open I don't see you anymore But nightly you appear to me Ghostly in my head But I never can remember what you said