Odunsi - Last Words lyrics

Cat Mayel: Stuck in emptiness Trapped in despair Nothing to do but escape So many ways to save myself The shadow of me has taken over Just counting the pills weighing my way out Been schooling myself on this for so long There's peace in silence My head hurts from forcing happy Drowning in pain you don't know about me Nothing else to say please don't judge me Sometimes losing is winning Boogey: This might sound too drake.. ..but if you reading this it's too late I tied the noose like a two year old trying to fix a shoe lace Might try to use some pills and sip some cool aid.. ..mixed with codeine and vodka or maybe just snap and slit my wrist and finish the job for them n***as who damaged my hand and missed a few veins We got coke and fanta over here so skip the cool aid I can make my old wounds vanish quickly with this new blade Blood stains on this stainless steel I really wanna know how the relief of dying this painless feels Erase the darkness Off to a better place, no hardship Was made from dust and now the dust shall come to replace the carca** This how it feels when the favoured one goes from grace to garbage I aimed to be great but only managed to scrape the target I never lost my drive even when all my mates were car sick.. .. But now I feel like it is time to hit the brakes and park it I got a bright idea, my neighbour's a policeman and he's in church Imma break in find his pistol, seize it first and then decide if I should blow my brains and traumatize anybody that sees it first How do I use one of these? How do I use one of these Got to make it work Get the bullet first God I hate to search There it is, i take two and save a third.. ..Just in case I mess these up somehow Do I point it to my temple with one hand? Put it in my mouth with two and two fingers on the trigger, what do I do if the gun jam Obviously never done this before, God! Maybe this whole idea dumb as a doorknob.. .. Or not