O'Dell - Carry On lyrics

[Crooked Eye] 9 months, 10 days, 60 minutes of pain Moma opened up, screamed my name Pictured her son in the game Many nights, I didn't know if I'd see another meal But you did what you had to do, always keeping it real Pops was locked up for hustlin, but he gave he can So I respect the fact, he raised a boy to a man Now you gone, god sent d**h to ya tonite I hope the angels lead the way, guide you straight to the light f** me up in the brain, seein more thugs in them tubes Life's got your boy hatin and all but there's nothin I can do Momma I miss ya, this baby boy, gotta move on So a dedication of my love, is why I wrote ya this song If I could, I'd glady trade my life in for yours Takin it like a soulja, and I'm going to war You haven't made a return since you left, i've been so all alone Tell me mamma, how ya baby boy supposed to move on [O'Dell/Peaches] My life's been different since my moma's gone Tell me how will I carry on... My life's been different since my moma's gone Tell me how will I carry on... My life's been different since my moma's gone Tell me how will I carry on... My life's been different since my moma's gone Tell me how will I carry on... [Mr. Serv-On] Even though I had a brother and a sister You met my pops and made him your mister He was with ya two years after ya died And gave me life and took advantage Now I'm all alone, two kids foster grown Me, young and scared, of your presence in the world f** you in stress you brought less And smiled on us, 3 sins without forgiveness Our witness, a few men coming and going Now I know they didn't leave for free So even if I give my f**ing life up This sh** didn't amount to what you gave me A child couldn't breath right, for the first 60 nights in his life You stand by my side like we was riders and we goin to ride That's why I get high, this love affair between you and i And I couldn't believe when my homey said Him and his momma wasn't family And I hope god takes the breath out of me If that even crosses my mind And in time, I know you gonna leave me That's why until then, your in my psalm 27 dash one And I'm your son, momma I love you [O'Dell/Peaches] My life's been different since my moma's gone Tell me how will I carry on... My life's been different since my moma's gone Tell me how will I carry on... My life's been different since my moma's gone Tell me how will I carry on... My life's been different since my moma's gone Tell me how will I carry on... [Billy Bavgate] Dear momma, forgive me I'm a ghetto child I'm tryin to slow down, I'm living foul and wild I know you looking at me from the sky You say I got my poppy eyes, I gotta long a** story to write I think about you everytime I'm high They say a n***a tell the truth when he high Where I'm a go when I die? god forgive me For my stress, my momma left Me when I was six I needed a momma as a kid My poppa wasn't there for me So I kicked it with my homies But you still in my heart since the day one Cuz I'm still your son, and I know where I came from Fool, like your moms, I'm crying now Kick it back, smoke a blunt, with fifty wide out [O'Dell/Peaches] My life's been different since my moma's gone Tell me how will I carry on... My life's been different since my moma's gone Tell me how will I carry on... My life's been different since my moma's gone Tell me how will I carry on... My life's been different since my moma's gone Tell me how will I carry on... [Peaches] How will I carry on, now that my momma's gone Dear lord help me be strong, so I can carry on I'd like to change since you've been gone How will i, how will I carry on