Oddisee - Fly On A Window lyrics

[Verse 1: Red Pill] I let the radio play, hear it softly off in the distance Drowning it out, washing the dishes Day dreamin about cocoa bu*ter kisses The windows crack the a little cause The temper is double digits I'm in an awesome position But I lost my ambition depression is awfully viscous Lately I find it that the target don't listen And I always look behind me when I'm crossing those bridges Somebody told me maybe I should write a happy song I told her when I feel it, I will baby it can't be long Cause I won't make it at this pace so mad Itry to break up out these feelings But they stay intact I get so close to getting rid of, I'm like baby fat Just when I think about the That's part of me that gets ignored Finish the dishes, sweep the kitchen floor [Hook: Red Pill] And everybody goes through it Sometimes you feel like you'll never come back Like you'll never come back And all I do is worry, all I do is worry about you And all I do is worry [Verse 2: Blu] I swear nobody's been stressin' out the way I've been stressin' out Sometimes I can't let it out, it's clouding my head in doubt The cloud that I made is a cloud that is running blocking my Heaven is just not a step no more, no it's more like a ride Lessons I learned 'em in debt Pulling me out of my debt But running from all of this debt is f**in exhausting When I fall, mind that I never crawled But still I chose to fly, not just when I close my eyes But more like when I chose to shine bright as a j**els in the sky My papa once called a star Mama said make a wish My lady left me in tears, my love I'll never forget She said she never said I told her that man is God, she chose the man on the cross I pray that my sins have been washed Why does she wallow in mine I never would live a lie Now it's just f**ing up [Hook: Red Pill] And everybody goes through it Sometimes you feel like you'll never come back Like you'll never come back And all I do is worry, all I do is worry about you And all I do is worry [Bridge: Red Pill] And all this pain that I felt is Nothing to explain when you're helpless It's (?) the window and I fly I let 'em live from the other side And everybody goes through it [Verse 3: Red Pill] Sometimes you feel like you'll never go back Living your life (?) Back to that feeling that (?) And all I do is worry.. About my thoughts and inner ambitions Caught up in (?) and slipping Found it in the beginning Beginning to feel like I've gone missing [Hook: Red Pill] And everybody goes through it Sometimes you feel like you'll never come back Like you'll never come back And all I do is worry, all I do is worry about you And all I do is worry