Obsc(y)re - Wounds lyrics

deep down in my soul I was loving you the ship is sank with you now I too think of me who will carry this heavy load in his hands I missed my best years and also my friends dazzled by your eyes like looking into a light but I know that it didn't fulfill my wishes the string around my noose I only belonged to you I never heard you say please still stay with me a tear is rolling down my cheek but I know that you can't see it my heart has wounds in its surface why did I trust you for so long