ps23 waking up screaming by nightmares that haunts me darkness surrounds me and fills up my soul people say i'm dumb but i just feel numb 'cause the madness that fills me just can't let me be searching the power to resist cutting wounds in my wrist pain in my flesh sets me free from the pain that isn't me pain in pain out cutting myself in rage of my mind misery and blame is exceeding the pain yes I feel the pain but it's a pain that I can recognize feeling life abhorent strife a single drop of blood is pouring from a vein a wish that it will take away from me this pain 'cause no one understands this pain in my soul God's grace is all you need