O - Strange lyrics

[Intro] This is the kind of sh** that happens when you're strange, man.. [Verse 1: O] Meet Eric and Eric is strange, Eric has got a devil inside of his brain Tried to explain to his pops he's insane, but his pops gave him oxy to pop for the pain And his mom is to blame, popping prescriptions Couldn't talk to pop because pop wouldn't listen Ma started b**hin', addiction is itchin', but pop's cooking rock with the pots in the kitchen They're both on soap, baggies of coke, all up in the kitchen because dad needs a smoke Mom loves pills dad's married to dope, but his dad is a dealer so he carries them both And Eric has a voice he avoids in his head It annoys him, destroys him, inside when it says "As you lie on your bed, you realize that you're dead Because you seem to believe every lie that you're fed." So Eric smokes cess because he hears that it helps Disappear from the fear, but he's scared of himself All he hears in his scalp is screaming and madness Dies in his dreams, screams in his mattress Relieving the tension, in need of attention Because he's in suspension for leaving detention He breathes, but the weed that he sees and be clenchin' Now he's stuck with them and these evil intentions Did I mention, they drive him mad? His eyes are bags, because he's been getting high off gra** He finds his dad, and catches him outside the pad Inside a bag, and puts his a** inside a bag Eric sighs and decides to laugh, Sean never was a dad, I'm alive at last He put the body in the trash so that nobody found it Then he walked away astounded, because he ain't grounded [Verse 2: O] Meet Dawn, she was married to Sean Dawn doesn't know that her husband is gone Dawn is a mom, but her child belongs In a place where he won't be entitled to harm There's a few things wrong up in that mind of his But Dawn doesn't pay no mind when there's a line to sniff She minds her biz', and then becomes blind as sh** Too high to realize what's inside her kid You see Dawn is a junkie, addicted to pills Itchin' until her prescription is filled But her fix couldn't fix how she wishes to feel It's a b**h to conceal all the sh** that is real On soap and she can't get clean, it's obscene Imagine what her son's seein' this is some scene Seventeen and he screams coming from dreams And both the people that know him are nothing but fiends So he walks in the door with a slouch Knife in his hand Dawn falls off the couch Screams out "Sean!" He said Sean's moving out Eric shut the door chased Dawn all through the house Dawn ran into her kids room and locked the door She put the mirror right in front of it and got on the floor He screams out "What, you don't trust me you who*e?!" "What's the matter ma, you don't love me no more?!" Voices are talking, controlling his life Putting holes in the wall, still holding a knife Screams out "Ma you don't know what it's like To feel like you're dead but I'll show you tonight!" Then he cuts out the lights, power is gone Eric screams out "I'ma find you Dawn!" You're locked in the room and it's all your fault Now there's nowhere to go and there's no one to call [Outro] "Mom... Dad? I'm strange (strange, strange, strange) Strange, strange, strange.. Strange, strange, strange...