O*zee - Sarah Vs Ess lyrics

[verse 1] See I don't understand where it ends for me Whats the difference between a fan and a friend in me? And its hard to take a stand when I'm friendly They take advantage, hard to manage this sensibly See there's Ess and there's Sarah; student and a rapper I'm blessed to be here but I moved cuz I have to Wear a lot of clothes and, I don't show skin much Try to draw the lines by myself with this thin brush Try to redesign what I mask what I show yah Try to stay in line but I clash with this culture [Chorus] Are you Sarah? are you Essence are you two in the same? Who is here on this record? who is who in this game? It's like I can't have both and they making me choose It's like I can't just go and do the things that I do And what makes it even scarier is the bigger I get The bigger I sweat this sh** and I'm beginning to bet that I'm Going crazy just tryin' to find who is Sarah who is Essence are we two of a kind? Its like... [Verse 2] Who cares 'bout what I am if im crooked or straight? sh**, I'm looking in the books 'fore I look at your face Its open mic, I'm the type who's just looking to take All your pride when I rhyme, I'm not looking to date This ain't a place for me to lie a little and go and get laid Thats why I'm taking out my anger and im flowing with rage Its where my demons uncaged, can leave a predator dead Its where I go to overthrow my competitive edge Its where stress is released and the essence in me Is expressed and I'll best you with the flesh of this beast Instead it's me, at the core on the floor at the summit that is me When there's war dont ignore it confront it When I'm blunted and I freestyle better than you man studs You better listen to what I tell you put your mother f**ing hands up Get it or forget it you can hate it or not It doesn't matter who I am just that im taking your spot Its like... [Chorus 2] Going crazy just trying to find Who is sarah who is essence are we two of a kind? Its like... Going crazy just trying to find Who is sarah who is essence are we two of a kind? Its like... [verse 3] And if you see me at a rap night I wouldn't go to approach me Dont think for a second that you really even know me I'm a daughter, I'm a girl friend worker and a sister Student, word murderer its absurd let me list yah I'm in love and I'm happy and I write when I can But I find it hard just to fill the expectations of "friends" And I'm stressed and confused but I'll figure it out I'm a mess when I lose so don"t trigger my doubt A type with masked feelings eternalized in deep But I find only beats that where burning out of me so Essence sorta came as a form of an outfit But essence sorta changed beyond the form of an outlit Even when the doubt hit Found writing with the stout hid She can hardly contain She reigns even when the drought hits Flames that she rises. amazingly surprises That the fact that this side of me has strangely survived its.. [Chorus 3] Going crazy just trying to find Who is sarah who is essence are we two of a kind? Its like... Going crazy just trying to find Who is sarah who is essence are we two of a kind? Its like...