NYX of Source Act - In Transit lyrics

[Spoken Word: NYX] I'm suffocating from the ghosts around me Darkness enters my lung and fills me, and As I exhale I feel more empty than before Theres nowhere I can call home I'm not safe anywhere I go I just try to live my life devoid of Senselessness It plagues everyone, not just me But I was cursed with a god forsaken Sensory overload when I feel I lost or Hopeless. I see black and feel Like I've sunken to the bottom of an ocean The motion of water coursing over me Leaves me helpless as no one notices I'm a ghost, and like wise I suffocate Those around me. I feed off their happiness And only sometimes do I thank them Other times its too late Is it better to have love or loss? I never got to choose I'll never know what I've lost or what I have to lose My phone lights up with a text from an old friend I pretend I didn't see it, she doesn't need me anyways Or at least she didn't that night And I choose to believe nothings changed rather than I've made a mistake At least thats what I've learned watching parents and teachers I grew up in the city of light, but I'm not afraid of the darkness Because the darkest night is inside of us where no light can Penetrate when we choose not to let it So whether we survive is all a state of mind we all get to choose And I've chosen. It's your turn, make a move