Nyck Caution - Holding Back lyrics

[Intro: Nyck Caution] Yo, I've been holding back, holding crack Focused on my loadin racks, stocking up this fire Ain't nobody engulfing that, thank God the coast is back Spank broads and blow the cash, that's not what I promote but sometimes I don't know notice that I'm trippin' [Verse 1: Nyck Caution] Tryna' see my life as an incline, down ten times Got up like eleven and I've been fine Now I live life like somebody bouta end mine, ghost All around I can sense life I'm alone and I know what depressed like I been broke and I ain't get dough and the past five days pray to god that the red light You're so devious Playing with my head, like I never really had no roll Either be slept on instead, I would mess up pretend, like I never really had no soul That ain't true mother f**er can't lie All this tourin' got me hypnotized I'm explorin' and they callin' me an outcast, 'cuz I ain't about cash I'm just tryna rise I'm just tryna ri - ise Lower than the a** get Gold digger just lookin' for a rap check It was a great but I say it in the past tense I moved on like I'm changin' up my address I adapt like an Aztec But my raps kinda sinkin' and my bags wet, yeah And everybody got reasons just to get away when they need it But I'm still breathin' Still seasoned, till the day that we heathens Everything's a memory, remember that freedom always exists in the mind you believe in See, get high.. Hey I can't lie I can't lie So you get high.. [Chorus: Alex Mali] Gotta get my mind away I ain't got no time to waste (Get by) Gotta get my mind away, my mind away Make your mind up, mind up (Get high) Gotta get my mind away (Can't lie) I ain't got no time to waste (Get high) Gotta get my mind away, my mind away Make your mind up, mind up (Can't lie) [Outro: Nyck Caution] Yo I've been holding back! "Go for it, you grab it, it belongs to you Step up and you take what is yours my friend You've been waiting, there's nothing between you and it The only prison that occurs is the one that's in your mind You can get whatever it is you want Step up and take what's yours, son."