NY Bangers LLC - Dopamine lyrics

Girl this is getting messed up real bad These days were missing out on the things we both had Just thinking of you leaving hurts so hard When ill rather have your kids running around in the yard I want you close, I need your kiss Ive never had a love like this When your not here i miss i want this to be B.I.G My love for you is so big I need you in my life make you my wife I'll protect you and hold you pillow tight Cos I'm sitting here wishing i can do all the things you wanna do All about success I'm on job and i didn't need a interview So as i answer all these phone calls hoping my freedom is worth it Cos momma ain't happy so I'm tryna make it perfect Wish i can tell her i blue (blew) Smurfette The times coming soon i can put down my last bet Cos I need you like I need air If your down Ill be there The thought lf you leaving makes me scared Sitting here reminiscing of when you are not there I hate My biggest fear but it dont give a f** So I'm recording on my MacBook I ain't turning into old news I'm up next I'm the new dude Theres alot of things i wished i had Sick and tired of this little bed Rather live like a King instead And I'm tired of the pain And the pain kinda different now It will never be the same But to me your so special Ill treat you like the lead in my pencil Anything you want you can have you know ill let you On my life there ain't no other girl in my world since you We can go to the hotel room Go on girl call me your dude Can't keep us apart and you better close that door Your the girl that I'm gonna settle for Cos I'm the guy you're supposed to be with f** your the ex you dont need him f** the others you dont need them too Every second I think of you Wishing we can stay together Hoping you buy my album I'm just tryna make it better But your rather be with the strangers I'm sorry that I'm different I'm Sorry you see my anger Only you can heal my pain Let them know I'm all about you I think i can't live without you When your not here I smoke more food Its like my motto is d**h or you And i love you more then i ever did Your the only girl that I'm in love with You dont believe i think i need a prayer Sometimes i think you dont care But im all about you and I But you keep leaving at meaningful times You dont ever come home late Back the next day yesterday food on the plate Most probably out to do it again I look at you as my beautiful best friend So i think we to do some make up I always dream of you ever when i wake up Your just stuck in my dream, its like i dont wake up Until i can feel your touch Cause I miss and love you so much