Growing up life was kinda crazy From a young age i got hazy Shout both my parents cos they raised me All i knew was trouble you can't blame me Your gotta blame the area Ain't nobody fighting fair with ya Everybody rowdy wanna tear you up Intimidated they wanna scare ya They wanna be your nightmare blud So you gotta grow some balls and fight it back You dont wanna get yourself trapped inside the trap You wanna stay in school you dont wanna rap Unless you wanna be a dropout and thats that True facts CCTV stuck to you like bluetack Whose that another homicide on the news man Oh damn its so sad hearing thats news man Rest in peace to Jamie and j-Millz man J-Millz a G and Jamie is like fam Its so sad i swear its get me mad Its making start thinking bad all the things that we had Then they just disappear damn i miss my dad