Number One Son - Hourgla** lyrics

I don't know what the future holds for me Though my direction suffers inconsistency! When will I ever figure out what is going on? Close my eyes reaching deep within my dream Deep in reflection of a distant memory Now I see what is meant to be I knew all along but Chorus I'm afraid of what's to come I'm afraid that will mean nothing With that reason I've been down this road before And every step is just for show In every moment an emotion An illusion I create to overcome! I don't know if I can or ever will Constantly I will face my destiny In consequence lies a certain certainty Time for will eventually show me I belong Now I see from the outside looking in Beyond a past where my future will begin Now I know what is meant for me I no longer show that Chorus And while I wait for my life, time won't stand still It ebbs away and I'm afraid I will never find myself! Chorus (x3)