Numb - Ocean dreams lyrics

[Verse 1: Numb] Depression seeping through the cracks of my f**ing shallow skin See the devil in my shadow and hes tells me to follow him Thinking bout my big brother role modelin oh no no not again I ain't never been the dude to follow trends Im changing like the weather skin pailer then f**ing leather Its heavier on my back like some ants wearing leathermens Everybodys fell to sin its a f**ed up world we live in Thats why i live within the rhythm im staying within groove And i wanna stay true but its k**ing me like mcgrue My phone always on silent man i won't pick up ill let it ring I like it when it rains an im waiting on the spring Ma lungs hurt like bee stings Always wet cause im the sea king Can't wait to live on the sea shore Eyes red feet sore smoking Riding the waves like surf board Im hanging out on the ocean floor This sh**s about done i can't take it anymore So im bout to let this sh** play its course